IRON GATES AND PRISON WALLS OF UKRAINE

(Journal: L’viv, Ukraine: September, 1999) Lloyd and Biggy wanted to keep pressing on. We next drove to a very poor part of L’viv, where they wanted to show me a soup kitchen they established for orphans who have been left on the streets to fend for themselves. The soup kitchen was on the back side of a blockhouse complex, up on the second level. The small space included two rooms and a hallway. One room was where they cook the soup. Women were standing, tightly squeezed, between two stoves. On the stoves were two caldrons of steaming carrot, onion, and beet soup. In the hallway, two old women sat on stools scraping clean the vegetables to be dumped into the soup.

A high-energy, short Ukrainian fellow named Meeche is in charge of the soup kitchen. How he ever gets fifty kids packed into the other room challenges my imagination. But he showed us how the stray kids not only eat there for free but also gather consistently to sing religious songs as Meeche accompanies them on the guitar.

Biggy left us at the soup kitchen, and Lloyd and Meeche took over the tour from that point. Meeche asked if I would accompany them to the prison. I agreed. He quickly walked to the kitchen and grabbed a long, plastic-handled knife. In the small hallway, he stopped to sharpen the knife on a stone.

I couldn’t resist chiding Meeche for being crazy enough to think they’d let him into the prison with the long, sharp knife. He just laughed as he stuck the knife into his little canvas bag.

In a lower part of downtown L’viv, Meeche pulled his old station wagon over to the curb and then motioned for us to follow him. He grabbed a very large cardboard box from the back of his wagon. We went down the block and around the corner to the left. Then we took two steps down from the sidewalk and right into a state-run store—a leftover relic from the Communist days. People were jammed into the store, pushing and shoving to get to the counter.

Meeche talked to the extremely unmotivated woman in her old, state-issued, dirty smock behind the counter. She was so obviously used to saying no that her head was shaking no even though she agreed that Meeche could buy some government-subsidized loaves of bread. He had her give him enough loaves to fill the large cardboard box, and then he purchased a case of packets containing about two cups of sugar each.

With our treasures, we paraded back to the station wagon and climbed back into the vehicle. Meeche backed up across the street and positioned the station wagon right in front of a couple of solid-steel gates. Soon a stern-looking uniformed man with a gun came out and opened the frightening gates for us to drive through.

When Meeche had parked the car earlier, I had noticed the tall walls on one side of the street, which stretched the length of a couple of blocks. But I never realized that it was the site of the old prison we would be visiting. But once inside the outer gates, there certainly was no question that we were in a very secure prison. On the inside walls were guard posts and razor-wire fences.

When we stopped, Meeche jumped out of the station wagon and popped open the back doors. He reached into his canvas bag and proceeded to whip out his long, sharp knife. I was hoping the guards wouldn’t shoot him on the spot. But they just stood around and watched as Meeche pulled out the large box of bread and began cutting the oblong loaves into four pieces each. He then gave the pieces to Lloyd to stuff into a large, green, plastic bag.

Quite a group of guards had gathered by that time. I had my brown camera bag slung over my shoulder and had taken pictures of the store where Meeche purchased the bread, as well as the large steel gates of the prison. Meeche told me the guards would definitely not allow any photo taking inside the prison. I certainly could understand the reason for that. Lloyd said he once got a few feet of video-camera footage before they shook their heads at him.

When the bread was all cut and sacked, and Meeche and Lloyd picked up the case of sugar along with miscellaneous sacks of candy, the entourage of guards accompanied us across the open compound toward a steel door with bars. We went up about four steps into a dirty waiting area that was tightly enclosed and had a dirty service window on one side. There, we were asked to shove our passports through a crack under the glass.

Once our passports were checked, a heavy door at the other end of the room clicked, and the front guard ushered us into a long hallway with steel-bar doors on either end. After going through another secured hallway, we entered an open courtyard. The smell as we walked outside was strong enough to gag me. On the other side of the courtyard, we walked past a cage that held big black guard dogs. Another solid steel door opened in the middle of a wall, and we entered with some guards in front of us and some guards following us.

Our pace was slowed because we had to follow two other guards up a flight of stairs as they accompanied a prisoner back to his cell. The prisoner was about twenty-two years old, could hardly move one foot in front of the other, and looked like death warmed over.

Once on the second floor, we were introduced to the prison nurse, and she invited us into her clinic. She was a short, hardened woman in her early fifties, and her hair was a weird shade of peroxide blonde. But her kind eyes surprised me. I immediately wondered what kind of woman would be a nurse in an old Communist prison, where she had absolutely nothing available to treat her treacherous patients.

Next Week: How Do You Deliver Hope in Ukraine?


A CHANCE TO LIVE THE LIFE

(From my Journal: Africa: Malawi, Tanzania: October, 1998:) For many years I have been intrigued by the life of Armand Hammer. I read his biographies and his thick autobiographical work. As just a young doctor, he had visited the starving people in the Ural Mountains of Russia. In the early 1900s following the Bolshevik Revolution of 1917, Hammer, of his own volition, scraped together one million dollars to buy grain and shipped it to the needy areas of Russia, asking nothing in return.

Armand Hammer caught the attention of Lenin, the new Russian leader, who eventually invited Hammer into a relationship with Russia that lasted for many years. Except for the period of time when Joseph Stalin made it unsafe for anyone to be in the Soviet Union, including the Soviets themselves, Hammer kept returning, keeping a doorway of communication open between the USA and the Soviet Union when every other avenue was sealed off by the Iron Curtain.

I ran across a segment in Armand Hammer’s autobiography that I believe gives great insight into his thinking and behavior. He once said, “The first thing I look at each morning is a picture of Albert Einstein I keep on the table next to my bed. The personal inscription reads, ‘A person first starts to live when he can live outside of himself.’”

People who live fulfilled lives here on Earth learn somewhere in their journeys that they must move past the experience of living their lives just for themselves into a position of living their lives to help others. In my book What’cha Gonna Do with What’cha Got?, I kept pounding away on the ideas that our true measure of greatness will always be determined by our care for others, not accumulation for ourselves, and also, that the motivation behind our accumulation should be the recognized opportunities for distribution. In other words, living beyond ourselves or outside the tightening circle of our own personal concerns is our only real chance to live a fulfilled and satisfying life.

In another place in my book, I tried to explain the concept that what I hoard I lose… what I try to keep will be left and fought over by others … but what I give to God and others will continue to return forever. And since our greatest fulfillment in life is realized through our giving, Albert Einstein’s inscription on Armand Hammer’s signed photo that “a person first starts to live when he can live outside of himself” really makes a lot of sense.

As I stand back and look at what has taken place in the short history of Project C.U.R.E., I can see that the real significance of Project C.U.R.E. just may well be in giving many people an opportunity to become involved in living beyond themselves. They find an avenue of expression and service that is centered on helping others. They start looking out instead of always in. They may become involved in sorting medical supplies or loading a cargo container or packaging pharmaceuticals, but they begin thinking about the people who will be helped by their efforts. They do it for others, but soon something unexpected happens within. Their selfless behavior begins to work as a worth-building situation within themselves, and hidden inside the package of giving of themselves, they find true reward and fulfillment. I believe there is something miraculous and wonderful about trying to give ourselves away.

 

Mission Accomplished in Colombia

While we were bumping along in our little 4x4, Justin and I had quite a bit of time to process the things that were taking place during our trip to Colombia. We talked about how best we could continue to involve the students of Colorado Christian University in international awareness and ministry. He made some very insightful observations and suggestions for future involvement. He also expressed a strong desire to work for Project C.U.R.E. after he finishes his schooling. I challenged him to begin working now on the concept of finding an organization or group of supporters who will stipend his work for Project C.U.R.E. and encouraged him that the people at Project C.U.R.E. would consider it an honor for him to come on staff whenever he is ready if we can figure out the financing of the arrangement.

I am really excited and stand in awe at the way God is bringing just the right people at just the right time to assume the many tasks involved in the future growth of Project C.U.R.E. Apparently, God is really concerned that we continue the endeavors of bringing help, healing, and hope to thousands of hurting and discouraged people around the world. I believe he personally knows and cares about each of those hurting individuals and is somehow pleased to continue blessing and guiding the efforts of a humble, crazy organization called Project C.U.R.E.

At about 7:30 a.m. we left the parish house with Andrew and drove downtown to the archdiocese offices to pick up Vienne (pronounced “Vee-eh-na”), who is in charge of all social outreach for the diocese.

Vienne is very familiar with the barrios and the invasion cities near Montería. We left the center of town and drove north across an old metal bridge spanning the Sinú River; then we proceeded into what is normally swampland. Along the river, well over a mile long and three-quarters of a mile wide, were the strangest assortments of living shelters one could imagine. Whatever could be gathered together to make a front wall, a back wall, and a roof became someone’s house. It was all just an uncreative assortment of boards, tin, cardboard, and plastic. Many times there were no inside walls. The shelters just ran together, and the squatters arbitrarily staked out their claims under the protective roofs, sheet metal, and thatch.

There are thirty-two such invasion cities in Montería. The people there are the poorest of the poor. Many of the inhabitants are single mothers with four to six children. The term invasion city connotes the fact that many people at one time came rushing to the urban squalor looking for refuge from one major crisis or another. A high percentage of the people are there to escape violence or guerrilla warfare. Many of the husbands had been killed, and there was nothing left for the widow and children to do except move to the city, where the mother could possibly find work to keep her family together. But once there, the invasion-city dwellers find that there is nothing for them to do and no employment available. They then go into survival mode and try to exist on nothing.

The difference between an invasion city and a barrio is usually the fact that the invasion cities were built nearly overnight out of junk and trash. The barrio areas, by contrast, had some approval and sanction from the city to be built. The people in the invasion cities do not have any business being on the land they have invaded; they simply had to have a place to get their families in out of the hot sun and rain. In the barrio areas, the city usually gives the dwellers permission to build on the land or sells the land outright to the people for a small price. The shelters in the barrios are usually constructed out of gathered stones or concrete blocks. But the base level of abject poverty seems to be about the same in both the barrios and the invasion cities: no jobs, no money, no hope.

I went with Vienne into several of the squalid huts. The floors of all the invasion-city units were mud. With the heavy rains we have been experiencing and with the cities being built in a natural swamp area along the river, all the floors were soggy with standing water in the corners and outside. The sewage ran down the center of the makeshift roads or behind the huts. Pigs, chickens and ducks all did their best to forage for any scraps they could eat. I watched the precious little babies crawl along the floors through the mud and wondered to myself why far more of them don’t die from lung congestion and parasites.

Over the years of observing some of the worst situations of misery around the world, I have somewhat been able to deal with the filth and poverty. But I can never get away from the thousands and thousands of empty eyes that even years later haunt me as they pleadingly look at me from their terrible conditions and register clearly as our eyes meet, “I have no hope.”

In Montería, it is not a situation where the people are just lazy, and the results of their idleness have caught up with them. Those sad humans moved to the city to escape some awful trauma, only to arrive and find themselves in an empty pit of hell that had slippery, slimy walls of swamp mud prohibiting them from ever climbing out. At times like this, I find myself with absolutely nothing to say because of the big lump in my throat and the feelings of absolute helplessness.

I know there is nothing I can do to socially, economically, or physically “fix” it. Then God seems to quiet my heart and say, “Don’t try to fix it. Just get home and send one more cargo container of medical supplies—just one more … just one more.”

Later, we visited and assessed a very large hospital in the city. You would have had to have been there to see and believe the impact and result. Both the doctor and the head nurse were nearly in tears; they just could not believe that someone out of the blue would make an appointment, view their hospital, and brag about them and encourage them in their work. Both of them just hugged and hugged and hugged me. Again, I thought to myself as we left, Certainly Project C.U.R.E. is all about saving thousands and thousands of lives around the world. But it is also about relationships with people around the world to bring help and encouragement to their little corners of the world. Once more I thought of the words of Dr. Vilmar Thrombeta in Brazil: “Mr. Jackson, you have brought millions of dollars’ worth of supplies and medical equipment to our hospital and university here in Campinas, Brazil. But the most important thing you have brought to us is hope!”

On this July 1, 1997, in mosquito-infested and drug-and-guerrilla-warfare infested Colombia, South America, Project C.U.R.E. has once again delivered hope—hope to a bishop, hope to his priests, hope to an entire hospital staff and administration—which could change lives forever. We have also successfully arranged for millions of dollars of donated medical goods to be delivered to Colombia, Belize, and many other Central and South American countries thanks to our United States Air Force and the skills and goodness of the crews of those huge C-130 and C-140 cargo airplanes.

I went to bed tonight the happiest man in the world.


A Kitchen of Chickens, Goats, and Cookies

(Bogota, Montería, Colombia: June, 1997:) Our first stop was way out in the mountain jungles in a township called Guateque. From Guateque we traveled the muddy, washed-out roads to El Oscuro township. Because of the nearly daily downpours of rain, the roads were impassable except via donkeys, horses, and four-by-four rigs. The soil was a red clay that was very sticky and slick when mixed with water, and there was no gravel or decomposed granite base under any of the roadways. So where large amounts of water were running across the dirt roads, there was likely not to be any bottom to them.

In El Oscuro we assessed a very rural clinic. Across the roadway was the farm of one of the leading villagers. The dirt-floored, thatched-roofed house had no doors or windows but had plenty of chickens, ducks, turkeys, and pigs running through the house. The walls of the house were papered with pages out of old magazines in an apparent effort to keep the dust from blowing through them during the dry summer months. Large sheaves of rice hung from the rafters to dry. Before we left the primitive farmhouse we were served—and were expected to eat—some fresh coconut pudding and coffee, which I was dead certain were both made with bad water.

San Isidro was our next stop on our mountain tour. Rebecca Lupes is the township health-care provider and midwife. She is not a doctor or a nurse but does run the local clinic, except when the traveling government doctor comes around on Tuesdays and Thursdays. The clinic serves well over three thousand people and is very busy. Project C.U.R.E. can really help out just by sending a dental chair and a dental X‑ray machine. If those were in place, Rebecca felt she could get a dentist to periodically come to the township to help.
 
Other than the terribly obvious things needed in San Isidro, Rebecca requested first-aid kits for the other villages in the township, weight scales for children and adults, and a battery-operated megaphone of some sort to announce to the villages when the doctor was to arrive. There are no medical supplies, no oxygen facilities, no intravenous supplies or equipment, no medicine, and no sutures. They desperately need medicine to treat parasites, lice, ringworm, skin diseases, respiratory problems, and diarrhea. Other than having nothing, they are in great shape.

Our delegation stayed in San Isidro, and Father Bernie performed Mass for the township. The little chapel was packed out, and Justin and I had to sit right up front facing the congregation after being introduced as Project C.U.R.E. people. Rebecca, her mother, and her entire extended family prepared food for us to eat before we left to drive back to Montería. I took a picture of Rebecca in her kitchen preparing rice, yucca, soup, and a garden salad for us. Again, the homes had no doors, windows, or walls … mostly just thatched roofs and privacy walls around some of the bedrooms. The outside wall of Rebecca’s kitchen was a low fence. On the other side of the fence was a muddy pen where pigs, chickens, and goats were all sloshing around. The water used in the kitchen was caught from the roof in a moss covered concrete container. We all sat down and ate the food and drank the coffee. I prayed a lot!

On our way back to the city, we made one more rural stop. A young couple with a house full of kids was doing a grand job of running a farm of banana trees, passion-fruit trees, maize, guava, and other crops. We went into the kitchen, where the young mother was making cookies. I watched with amazement. She was rolling out the dough with an old, slender bottle.

There was a fire on the dirt floor right in the kitchen area. She had a big black kettle sitting on the floor, with three logs burning, one on each of three sides. On the floor next to the logs was a piece of sheet metal with another fire going on it. She would cut out the round cookies, place them side by side inside the kettle bottom, and then pick up the piece of sheet metal with rags and leaves, being careful not to get burned by the fire burning on the sheet metal, and place the sheet metal, fire and all, on top of the big black kettle.

I stood in awe and disbelief as in a few minutes she removed the sheet metal and took the cookies out of her makeshift oven. The smoke was hanging heavily in the kitchen from the unvented wood fire in the middle of the floor, but the smoke never bothered the hens that were lying on their nests along the inside kitchen wall, and the smoke certainly never interfered with my sampling some of the best-tasting cookies I have ever eaten. That was well worth the whole day in the mountains of Colombia, South America.
 
From Canalete we traveled north to the coastal town of Los Córdobas, and then north and east following the Caribbean coastline to Puerto Escondido. There are great numbers of refugees taking flight from the neighboring state of Antioquia. That state includes Medellín, the center of the drug-cartel trading business. There is so much violence and abuse of power in that part of the country that families actually leave their farms and flee to towns across state lines for safety and protection of their families and possessions. The drug-cartel thugs simply come to the rural farms and demand chickens or anything else they desire. If a farm family resists they are shot. If they supply the drug cartels, then the government troops come and demand what they would like. If the farmer resists, the troops tell the farmer they know he just gave chickens to the drug lords. That is considered aiding and abetting the enemy, so the troops shoot the farmer and take what they desire anyway.

Not being able to live in a situation like that, the fearful farmers simply abandon their land and buildings and become refugees in their own country—but in a different state.
 
At all the medical clinics in Colombia, we saw signs that said CAMU, which stands for “Centro de Aténcion Médica de Urgencias” or “Center for Urgent Medical Attention.” We found such a sign at the Puerto Escondido clinic. The clinic serves a population of fifteen thousand and has only one full‑time doctor and one and a half nurses. (I hung around to see what the half nurse looked like, but she never showed up.)

There are ten smaller “clinics” out in the remote rural areas, but most of those never see a real doctor inside their clinic walls.

Puerto Escondido needed an X‑ray machine, all kinds of simple medical supplies, blood-pressure cuffs, thermometers, a birthing table, and lab-analysis equipment. The nurse asked me if I could please find some electric fans to help cool off the one-hundred-plus-degree temperature in the small labor-and-delivery rooms to help mothers in the delivery process.

The kind people at Puerto Escondido offered to prepare us lunch, even though it was about 1:30 in the afternoon. We certainly accepted. While they were busy fixing lunch, we walked down the cement steps to the undeveloped beach area on the shores of the beautiful Caribbean Sea. After lunch we piled back into our Daihatsu four-by-four and headed out again across the magnificently beautiful countryside of Colombia.
 
On our way from Puerto Escondido to Los Córdobas, the nuns began singing. Soon everyone was trying to sing along as we rode through the countryside. The nuns, Sister Corina and Sister Maria Teresa, were an absolute hoot. At estimated ages of sixty and sixty-five, respectively, they reminded me of a couple of teenage girls on a bus heading to summer camp. They laughed and joked and sang, and I thoroughly enjoyed trying to join in even though I couldn’t understand 95 percent of what was going on.

The clinic at Los Córdobas was the last clinic we visited today. It was getting late in the afternoon, and Father Bernie was making the Daihatsu go just as fast as possible up the hills and across the rough roads in order to keep an appointment he had set for us at 6:00 p.m.

We all were dirty as pigs and windblown from our long day’s journey, but there was no time to go back to the parish house to freshen up. So we drove directly to our appointment with Bishop Molina, the head bishop of the Diocese of Montería.

Next Week: Mission Accomplished in Colombia

Jumbo Jets to Colombia

(Bogota, Montería, Colombia: June, 1997:) Project C.U.R.E. is experiencing growing pains. It is so exciting to try to obediently walk through all the opening doors as quickly as they open. Just a few brief years ago, entrance into most of the countries into which I am now traveling would have been very difficult. However, I have always subscribed to the notion that there is no such thing as a closed country if one is willing to go in and not necessarily come back out. And yet the process of going into these countries and coming back out again safely has been miraculously smooth. I have envisioned the hand of God moving in situations, providentially opening the appropriate doors and dramatically shutting the doors through which I should not pass.

Almost every day I feel the pressure of increasing our efficiency in gathering the lifesaving medical materials. I also know that I must discover new supply sources. It really has become a delicate balancing act of keeping three major areas of the Project C.U.R.E. operation moving ahead at the same time. Whenever I go to a performance of the Moscow Circus in Russia, I readily identify with the crafty fellow trying to keep all the dinner plates successfully spinning on top of the spindly poles. In Project C.U.R.E.’s case, I, of necessity, have to spend about one-third of my time performing Needs Assessment Studies outside the US, one-third of my time trying to secure donations of medical supplies and equipment, and the other third of my time raising money to cover all the costs involved in the operation. The problem seems to come when another third of my time is needed for shipping and details of logistics … and another third of my time is needed for recruiting and developing necessary volunteers around the country … and another third of my time is needed to cultivate partnerships with other missions groups involved … and another third of my time is needed to establish strategic political contacts in New York and Washington, D.C. … and a full half of my time is needed for me to be a good, well‑read Christian, husband, dad, grandfather, and friend.

In order to keep it all in focus and ranked according to priority, I have simply confessed to God that I need to give back to him all the tasks, all the time slots, all the expectations, and all the results and depend totally upon him to give sufficient wisdom to adequately fulfill all those things possible in his view, and then ask him to send to Project C.U.R.E. the dedicated people necessary to help accomplish the rest.

I have to continuously recall the night I was lying in bed in a cold sweat, staring at the ceiling, fretting about all the places I had visited and promised to send medical goods. “What if I cannot gather enough goods to send to all the places I’ve committed to?” I wondered. Then in the panic of the night hour, God’s assurance came into the bedroom along with his announcement, “I will always give you just a little bit more than you can ever give away.” I rejoiced and took courage in the darkness of that night … and I do so now on almost a daily basis.

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The involvement of Project C.U.R.E. in Montería, Colombia, has a very interesting twist. Following Project C.U.R.E.’s trip to Old Saigon, Vietnam, Colonel Benjamin Pieczynski from Peterson Air Force Base in Colorado Springs and I were introduced, and we began planning a strategy for using US Air Force C-130 cargo-transport planes, based in Colorado Springs, to take our humanitarian medical supplies to our targeted areas. After much negotiation and red tape, it was ultimately concluded that the colonel would fly our goods free of charge into any areas of accessibility, as long as he and his crews could fly out of Colorado Springs, deliver the cargo at the designated location, and fly back to Colorado Springs all in one weekend. So we drew a little circle on a map designating the circumference of the area to be serviced within the weekend time frame. It basically included the area in the Caribbean and the northern tier of countries of South America.

At one of our meetings with the colonel and his staff in Colorado Springs, I was introduced to Andrew Pisini, a mission director for the Catholic archdiocese in Denver. Almost as a favor to the colonel, I was asked if Project C.U.R.E. could include one of Mr. Pisini’s missions projects in Columbia, South America, in our plans. I told the colonel I would be more than happy to work closely with Andrew, especially since the colonel would be flying our medical supplies to South America via US Air Force C-130 cargo planes. That willingness on our part seemed to cinch the deal between the colonel and me. Thus began the relationship between the archdiocese and Project C.U.R.E.

Another interesting factor went into the mix for the Colombia trip. Earlier I had agreed to take with me on my Jamaica trip in June a young man by the name of Justin Mouttet. Justin will be a senior at Colorado Christian University this fall and has been elected student body president for the coming year. He had heard me speak at a CCU chapel once and determined to not only get involved with Project C.U.R.E. himself but to also help get CCU students and staff involved. Justin was aware that I had taken David Sattler from the CCU administration with me to China and was very anxious to be a part of a Project C.U.R.E. trip. I decided to take Justin Mouttet with me on the Colombia trip. I also invited Khanh (pronounced “Con”) Hoang, a young Vietnamese Catholic priest to travel with us.

Saturday, June 28

The flight to Bogota was, as my friends in jolly old England would say, “delightfully lovely.” Colombia is so very green and lush, and Bogota lies nestled up against the high, tree-covered mountains. Especially from the air on our approach to the landing strip, Colombia looked like a beautiful green emerald with sculptured city and rural scenes on each sparkling facet of the gem.

We traveled from Bogota to Monteria where we met Father Bernie, who has now been in Montería for about six years. It didn’t take long for all of us to get acquainted and begin working together very smoothly. I really did not sleep well last night. I was sleeping under a flimsy, yellow mosquito net that Justin helped me rig up with ropes and clothespins. The beds they had set up for us were canvas stretchers that kept collapsing. Justin and I stayed in the same small room, which had no provision for hanging up any of our clothes and hardly any room at all to unfold a suitcase.

Mosquitoes and bugs were everywhere. Father Bernie gave us an atomizer hand pump filled with some kind of terrible-smelling spray and showed us how to hand-pump the mechanism to fog the bedroom with mist in an attempt to clear out the mosquitoes. We had to stay out of the room for at least ten minutes so the spray would not harm our lungs.

The parish water well had been condemned earlier, and they had tried to hook on to the terribly unsatisfactory town water system. Sometimes there was water; sometimes there wasn’t. Father Bernie informed us that if we decided to shower, we shouldn’t let any of the water into our mouths, and he also requested that we use only a very small amount of water to rinse ourselves off.

Morning finally came, and I climbed out of my mosquito net and off my canvas stretcher and got my feet on the floor. I must admit, the places we visited all day today made me feel ashamed for feeling disadvantaged by my parish amenities. Things sort of went primitive from there. Father Bernie, Andrew, Justin, and I left the parish house in our little white Daihatsu “jeep” and stopped by a convent to pick up Sister Corina and Sister Maria Teresa.

Next Week: A Kitchen of Chickens, Goats, and Cookies

SEASON TO BE GRATEFUL

Miracle to share: 

On October 26, 2016, a delegation of Project C.U.R.E. staff and board members traveled to Pennsylvania for the inauguration and ribbon cutting ceremonies of Project C.U.R.E.’s new Mid-Atlantic Distribution Center, located in West Grove, Pennsylvania. The warehouse and office complex consists of about 60,000 square feet of space and will serve the critical needs of Project C.U.R.E.’s expansion into the east coast resource market.

The facility, which has access to strategic international shipping ports, will begin serving manufacturers and wholesale venders of medical goods, and will immediately begin working with over 60 regional hospitals in the Philadelphia area.

Project C.U.R.E. has become the world’s largest handler of donated medical goods into over 130 developing countries. It now has large distribution facilities in the metropolitan areas of Denver, Colorado, Phoenix, Arizona, Nashville, Tennessee, Houston, Texas, Chicago, Illinois, and now Philadelphia. It additionally has collection warehouses in nine other cities across the U.S.

A generous grant from AmerisourceBergan, one of the largest global pharmaceutical and biotech manufacturers headquartered in the Philly area, allowed Project C.U.R.E. to acquire needed transportation and collection equipment for the new Philadelphia operation. Other medical and charitable organizations are stepping up to help Project C.U.R.E.’s new Mid-Atlantic endeavor.

When we started Project C.U.R.E. in 1987, I never knew that it would grow anywhere outside the borders of the country of Brazil. But God had other ideas. We start our 30th year of collecting and distributing medical supplies and pieces of medical equipment in January, 2017. It has been an awesome adventure and fortunately, each one involved is convinced that it has been the divine wisdom and engineering of God that has brought it all to pass. None of us is smart enough, strong enough, or gifted enough to take credit for that which has been accomplished.

With a dedicated force of over 25,000 volunteers in just the U.S. Project C.U.R.E. stands on tip- toe with eager anticipation as we look to a future of delivering health and hope to the desperately needy people around the world. Forbes magazine ranks Project C.U.R.E. as one of the 20 Most Efficient Large U.S. Charities and we are the recipient of the GuideStar Exchange Platinum Seal and the Charity Navigator Four-Star Rating.

Now is the season to be grateful. Now is the time to thank God for his miracles. Now is the occasion to reaffirm our vision and rededicate our efforts to help other people become Better Off. We are all a part of the great new miracle of Project C.U.R.E.’s Mid-Atlantic Distribution Center in Philadelphia, Pennsylvania. I am so grateful.


An Adventure of Hope and Pride

Congo: Wednesday, February 4, 2004

I was up at 5:30 a.m. and ready to meet for breakfast with all the medical doctors and hospital department heads. It was good to also be traveling with the president of Congo’s Covenant Church and the medical director of all the northern part of the Democratic Republic of Congo. 

Our touring part of the assessment took us until 12:20 p.m. Following lunch, I had group and individual meetings with the leaders of Karawa. The Karawa Township had about 350,000 villagers tucked away down jungle pathways. Plus, people traveled on foot for many days to get to the Karawa hospital for help. There were five doctors stationed at the facility along with 35 nurses. Only about 50% of all the patients could pay any amount of money toward fees for their help. Some patients' families stayed at the hospital to work to pay off their medical bills. The Congolese government paid nothing to support the hospital or the 48 rural health clinics that fed patients into the hospital. In fact, the government would send its soldiers to Covenant Church clinics and hospitals in expectation that the church would cover all their expenses. 

The Karawa hospital was the largest of the hospitals I visited but was totally pathetic. Again, as with the hospitals in Loco and Wasolo, they were trying to make their own IV solutions out of poorly filtered water that was in no way sterile. They desperately needed a new 20-kw, electric generator to cover their “current” needs. They needed almost everything for their surgery room and there was not an EKG machine, ultrasound, defibrillator, sterilizer monitor, ventilator, centrifuge, cauterizer, working x-ray machine, lead apron or gloves or good microscope anywhere in sight. They were washing all the surgery gowns and contaminated surgical drapes and sheets by hand in an open tub. I thought, as I viewed, “my God, we have so much excess and these people have absolutely nothing!”

But I knew down deep inside me that God loved those village people as much as he loved my successful sons and it was imperative to help them in their need. They had an old autoclave someone had given to them. But it had not worked. So, the maintenance people had stripped everything from the outside of the autoclave down to the pressure tank, then adapted it so that they could set it in a pit of hot charcoal to get it hot enough to steam. It did not thoroughly sterilize even the operating room instruments. 

When I had walked the halls and different wards I noticed a four-year-old boy whose shirt had been ignited by an open cooking fire. The shirt had stayed on him and burned him. He was sitting upright in an old dirty bed with no sheets underneath a makeshift mosquito net. His mother was sitting close by trying to comfort him but the hospital had absolutely nothing to treat a burned child. He would probably die in a few days from infection. The mosquito netting would certainly not be enough. 

Another teenage boy was in a filthy bed. They threw back the covering over his lower leg. He had a tumor below the knee. His lower leg was as big as his thorax and almost impossible to move. “He is not strong enough for us to try any kind of surgery so it just keeps getting larger,” said the doctor who was with me. 

At one time the Karawa compound had been a thriving community. Then wars came and even people like the Gustafsons and many of the medical staff had to leave the country. Now they were returning, including Keith and Florence Gustafson, to try to help strengthen the needed facility. That was why Project C.U.R.E. was there. 

As I returned to my mosquito-net-enshrined cot and my rusty water and plastic dipper, I reflected on my experiences at the three different Congo hospitals. Nowhere else in my 17 years of Project C.U.R.E. had I seen hospital beds so disgustingly filthy, or walls, floors, and ceilings that so desperately needed paint to cover the dirt. 

There had not been one working monitor in all of northern Congo. All doctors, nurses, and medical staff personnel were indigenous workers who were discouraged to the bone. The only defibrillator I had seen was a monstrous contraption that looked like an electric execution machine out of a Cambodian torture prison (fortunately the thing did not work). 

At my final meeting with the doctors and head nurses, I made them promise that if I sent them pieces of medical equipment for their hospital they would be trustworthy in throwing out all the old “prehistoric” pieces of equipment that had not and did not work. Together we would start on an adventure of hope and pride and together we would push for excellence and significance at the Karawa Hospital. They loved it! The president of the Covenant Church of Congo, Rev. Luyada, the medical director of the zone, Dr. Mbena Renze, and the hospital chaplain all appreciated it immensely! 

Thursday, February 5

I was up at 4:30 a.m. Sam and Rod, our MAF pilots, would be ready after breakfast to take us on our long airplane ride back to Kinshasa. Keith Gustafson stayed at Karawa so our first flight segment back to Gemena was to drop off Rev. Luyada. At Gemena we picked up two paying passengers who needed to get back to Kinshasa. They were two US embassy workers who had been out to Gemena studying the possibility of placing some grants and loans for development in the area. 

We flew another seven hours in our cramped Cessna 206 jungle flying machine, stopping once to refuel at a MAF base. 

At the Kinshasa airport I met up with another MAF pilot who had helped me on my previous trip to Congo. After hanging around with the pilots while they refueled their planes and tied them down, just outside Kinshasa’s main terminal, the three of them took me back to their headquarters office. It was in the same building where Larry Sthreshley had his office. As we drove up Larry came out to greet me. He had insisted that I spend the night with his family before going on to Cameroon. 

However, Rev. Mossi and Mr. Ndimbo, my official Covenant Church hosts, said that Martin had stayed home from her law school classes all day to prepare dinner for me. So, it was agreed that I would go to Rev. Mossi’s house for dinner then they would take me to Larry’s home to stay the night. 

The Sthreshleys and I stayed up into the night discussing my previous visits with them in Denver, in Younde, Cameroon, and Douala, as well as Kinshasa. 

I can’t tell you how nice it was to sleep in a house with some cool air, clean sheets on a regular bed, and real lights and nice warm water from a pipe in the clean shower stall. It all felt so good. 

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A Burning Desire to Help

Congo: Tuesday, February 3, 2004

Wasolo was an area of about 50,000 villagers, and the Wasolo Hospital had 11 different outlying health centers feeding into the main hospital. There was no water system for the area or for the hospital, but a public well was close by. Tuesday morning, I met with all the doctors and staff people of Wasolo Hospital at 7 a.m. The hospital, over the years, had earned a strong and positive reputation and drew from a much larger catchment area than just the main town. I discovered that throughout Congo a lot of the surgeries such as caesarean births and appendectomies were performed not by doctors but by the attending nurses. Nowhere did I see a functioning anesthesia machine. Surgeries were performed with local injection or nothing at all.

Dental services at Congolese clinics or hospitals consisted only of extraction procedures. Deadening was only used occasionally if available. 

The illnesses that most often affected the villagers were malaria, acute respiratory diseases, meningitis, diarrheal diseases, sleeping sickness, TB, HIV/AIDS, anemia, whooping cough, measles, and many varieties of intestinal parasites.

At 11 a.m. Tuesday, the MAF plane met us at the grassy runway and whisked us off over the jungle floor to bounce us into the medical zone of the Loco hospital. Once again we were met by scores of common villagers wanting to welcome us to their area. We needed to work swiftly because we needed to fly on to Karawa before it got dark. 

As we made our way in the back end of a pickup truck to the Loco hospital from the landing strip, I really struggled with how in the world those remote jungle hospitals could even continue to exist. There were 14 health centers or rural clinics that fed into the Loco hospital, but it had been ten years without the use of even the most simple x-ray machine. They had no dental facilities, almost nothing in their surgery room. They had never known an EKG machine, a defibrillator, suction pumps, or an anesthesia machine. 

They were even trying to make their own sterile IV solutions out of a simple series of fabric filters. One of the nurses told me they knew if they had not done a good enough job on filtering the IV solutions because the children would get the “jerks” while receiving them. 

There was no such thing as a continual electricity supply. Patients simply waited throughout the night and a small generator was used if there was a “drastic emergency” for the operating room but the high cost of diesel fuel prohibited much use of even the small generators. 

Just our “showing up” brought great encouragement and hope to the tired doctors and nurses. You could just feel the surge of excitement and enthusiasm pulse through the hospital as we walked the halls and talked to the patients, the department heads and nurses. No other groups had come alongside those remote jungle hospitals. Hardly anyone else knew them. Hardly anyone else came. The desire to help those needy people burned a hole right into me, and I could hardly wait until they received the first shipments of Project C.U.R.E. donations. 

The hospital at Loco had been built by the Belgians as a leprosy hospital, but it had never been finished or used. Then in 1963 a Covenant Church doctor by the name of Dr. Carlson traveled to Congo and began working among the people. He was shot to death by warring soldiers, and later the government honored the request that the facility be given to the Covenant Church as a permanent memorial to Dr. Carlson. It was a fine facility as far as Congolese medical facilities would go, but oh my goodness, it needed everything! 

In the late afternoon we once again bounced down the dirt runway and headed south to Karawa. As we were trying to beat the darkness we ran into a horrific rainstorm above the jungle. Sam, the MAF pilot, was flying our Cessna and for a while we completely lost all sight of the runway, the jungle, the sky, everything. He almost had to pull up and out of the approach path because we could not see anything out the front or side windows. Then suddenly there was a break in the fierceness of the burst, and Sam caught a glimpse of the runway and set the plane down in the layer of rain and mud. We were back on the ground in Karawa. 

It was dark as we walked from the landing strip area down the jungle pathway to Keith and Florence Gustafson’s house for candlelight dinner with the two MAF pilots. I felt great admiration for the missionary pilots. They risked their lives on a daily basis to keep open the only available lifelines into those remote areas. There were simply no roads available from Kinshasa to the health facilities in the north. Part of our challenge at Project C.U.R.E. was to figure a way to transport the donated medical goods into northern Congo. No one else had been willing to accept that challenge. But after having been there I was convinced that we could get the goods delivered even if we needed to ship them into Douala, Cameroon, and transport them inland across central Africa and into northern Congo. I believed God would help us figure out a way of delivery. 

At about 10:30 p.m. our candles were burning low and our energy was burning even lower, so we stopped our discussion with the pilots and the Gustafsons and I went to a nearby guest facility in the old compound. There was once again no electricity and no running water. The only water was in a rusty, 50-gallon barrel, and there was just a plastic bucket to dip the water out and pour it over myself in the darkness of the Karawa compound. 

Mosquitoes were on the lookout for soft, white, Scottish/Irish meat and blood, so I had to hurry right along and get in under the safety of my mosquito netting over my bed. 

Over the years of Project C.U.R.E.’s existence God had been gently preparing me to adjust to really bad and awkward situations in the most remote places of the world. I had slept in Kyrgyzstan in a log house in the middle of a severe winter storm with the snow blowing in through the spaces between the logs and onto my bed. 

I had experienced thugs in India who wanted to rob me. They tried to smoke me out of my hotel room in the middle of the night so they could attack me when I came out of the toxic smoke for air. 

Living without electricity or running water had been my lot in places in India, China, Vietnam, Cambodia, Africa, and Central America. Burma was a lot cleaner, but every bit as remote and primitive as anything I was putting up with in the Congo. But God had allowed me to gently adjust and be able to cope over the past nearly 20 years without the feelings of panic and fear. I had traveled around the world enough to know that it was already “tomorrow” somewhere in the world. Instead of getting overwhelmed by the tough circumstances, God had allowed the candle of hope to burn just a little brighter as each tough circumstance occurred. 

Next Week: An Adventure of Hope and Pride

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Jungle Pilots & Water From a Rusty Bucket

Note: Democratic Republic of Congo may well be one of the most difficult and dangerous venues in all of Africa. Torn by decades of war and want, it’s culture struggles to manage it’s deficiencies. It seems like my Congo assessment trips were always edgy and perilous, but the result of Project C.U.R.E.’s work in Congo has always been spectacular.

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Congo: Saturday, January 31, 2004

My flight from Brussels jostled over the rutty tarmac and came to a lurching halt at the terminal gate. I had arrived in Kinshasa, Democratic Republic of Congo, Africa. It was about 8:45 in the evening, Rev. Mossi Nzimba, the overseeing Evangelical Covenant Church pastor, met me along with one of his faithful churchmen, Mr. Sido Ndimbo. Mr. Ndimbo would interpret from French to English for me. We loaded into a dilapidated yellow Trooper and the official church driver worked his way across the city to the Kasa Vubu district of Kinshasa. Pastor Mossi’s wife, “Martin,” was waiting on us for dinner. She had prepared whole-fried fish, casaba, boiled eggs, and some chicken pieces for us, along with a generous helping of fried plantain. 

By 11:30 p.m. I was bumping back across Kinshasa in the beat-up van to an old, neglected missionary guesthouse. The place was dark when I arrived but the little African guard opened the gates and let us in. My hosts sort of handed me my bags. I asked if I was to take breakfast at the guesthouse in the morning, but they didn’t know. I asked if I would be returning to the guesthouse after I had traveled to the hospitals in Congo’s northern country and they didn’t know. 

Through the dark hallway I was shown to my cot. Fortunate for me it did have a mosquito net hanging from the ceiling over the cot. I can’t express how tired I was having traveled straight through from Denver to Washington, D.C., to Brussels and on to Congo without lying down. I didn’t even have enough energy to think about my nice bed at home in cool Colorado. 

Sunday, February 1

On Sunday I was met by two young Caucasian men who told me they were from Missionary Aviation Fellowship (MAF). They were there to check if there really was a Dr. Jackson who would be going with them Monday morning in their airplane to the hospitals in Loco, Wasolo, Karawa, and Gemena in the northern part of Congo. They also asked me to show them how much luggage I would be taking with me. However much space I didn’t take up in the plane they would fill with cargo to deliver to the north. 

The MAF personnel coming to my door certainly gave me the assurance that there was a plan for me for the next four days. I told them that I had flown with MAF over the years in other parts of the world: Brazil, Zimbabwe, and even in Congo the last time I was there. 

I was sort of waiting for the ugly yellow van to come and pick me up for a bite of food when dinnertime rolled around. But dinnertime came and went and about 9:25 p.m. Pastor Mossi and his family came by to talk about my trip to the north and then said they thought it was too late to take me to dinner. For such a time as that I was glad I had a granola bar in my bag. 

Monday, February 2

At 4:45 a.m., I moved the mosquito tent off me and went down the hallway to share the bathroom with a legion of cockroaches and spiders. 

At 6 a.m., a white van arrived with two MAF pilots. After a brief stop at their headquarters building we honked our way through the Kinshasa morning traffic zoo to the municipal airport. Even though I was flying with a private carrier, I nonetheless had to go into the terminal and proceed through passport control and all the security functions. 

Sam and Rod would be my pilots for the next four days. Sam was from Sweden and Rod originally was from America. They had both joined MAF as flight missionaries and had been assigned to Congo. MAF provided a most valuable service to the missionary communities throughout developing countries by enabling them to fly to points within a country otherwise unreachable due to inaccessibility or time restraints.

There was no place to get any breakfast Monday morning, and my stomach growled a reminder to me that we hadn’t had dinner the night before either. 

MAF kept three of their airplanes at the main airport at Kinshasa. The plane we would be using was a single-engine Cessna 206 with five seats and some luggage space, a capable little plane to be getting out of valleys in the heart of the Congolese jungle on mud and grass runways. 

Our flight path took us north and a bit east. We flew for about an hour and a half, and then landed to refuel in the small village, Suliaim, where MAF kept a spare airplane. Our next leg of flight took us on north for nearly four hours to the old insurgency city of Gemena where we took on an extra passenger, Rev. Luyada, the president of the Covenant Church of Congo. 

Another takeoff and another nearly one-hour flight took us to the landing strip of Karawa, a Congo town of about 350,000 people. Keith Gustafson, our main Covenant Church contact in the north and the medical director for the whole Wasolo medical zone, and Mbena Renze joined us on our little plane as we once again took off and flew to the town of Wasolo. There, scores of village people came to meet our airplane on the dirt and grass runway another hour and a half later.

It had been a full day with over seven hours of flight time to get us from Kinshasa to Wasolo in our small Cessna craft. It was getting dark as we walked from the landing strip to the compound where we would be staying. Since there was no regular electricity there we decided to eat first and then hold our introductory meeting with the medical and church leaders outside around the lanterns. 

Keith Gustafson and I shared a small room together. Candlelight was our only source of lighting, and water for washing was dipped from a rusty bucket. That bucket was also the only source of water for drinking. I dipped and poured the water through my nifty portable REI purifier for drinking. The people were kind enough to give us mosquito nets to go over our beds. We were in a “high malaria” area. High risk balanced by zero comfort . . . I must be in Congo. 

Next Week: A Burning Desire to Help

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Happiness

Life is full of alternatives.

Ultimately, you have to make choices.

Choices set into motion consequences.

How you reconcile and manage the consequences

of your choices

Determines the measure of your Happiness.

- Dr. James W. Jackson

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